Saturday, September 25, 2010
Why friday's evening was sad? :
It was the last time i see [L], the last time i hug [L], the last time i kiss [L] & also the last time i called you [L]. We left at 9.32pm and we ended the romance at 12.44am. The tears being control till i reach home. Didn't cried till sleep anymore. Maybe this time round i'm strong enough. But morning i just cried while watching cupid stupid. It just look like us. Now posting this also can stop my tears again. You just hurt me by saying that you don't want a girlfriend like me. But why did you start it from the start? I don't need to know the answer anymore cause i scared to fall for you again and hurt myself when you suddenly say you don't want me again. I know i still love you and i won't let you go. But happiness for 2 is better than sufferings of 3. Maybe being friend of yours is better than lover but i know isn't easy as we only be friends for a few hours and get together already. Now is a test between us to see if we really mend to be together. After 2 months and 13 days, this thing finally ended with a goodbye baby from me to you. How do you plan to end this? Maybe is that text of i want break up? Loving you make me changed alot, thanks. Maybe after breaking up i'll change even more. From bad to good or good to worse? Let time prove to you and myself.
* crying again.): *
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